Don't focus on why your life sucks, focus on why your life is AWESOME. Because YOU ARE ALIVE. I'm 20 years old, unattractive, homeless, jobless, and moneyless. I'm at the bottom of the bottom. But I'll always have friends and family that care enough to do whatever they can to make sure I never fall. Don't take advantage of anything. Make sure you show the utmost appreciation for everything that everyone has ever done for you.